Thursday, October 23, 2008,9:46 PM
i've got a thousand of things to talk abt.
but now, i dunno where to start from.
ok, i'll start from here.
: i'm skeptical abt going to Europe again.
cox jayner, puiying, mindy are all dropping out.
probably ben too.
like why??
i tried so hard to cancel the SH thingy to go.
and people promised me they'll be going.
100% somemore.
and now, all hopes are shattered.
not that i'm blaming anyone though.
cox i think i only have me to blame.
it's really my fault for being so dependent on others.
and a lil tad softhearted.
minded too.
i can't believe i actually let people take me in with their mere words.
and now, i can't even persuade
a friend to go with me.
not even one.
and where're you, ms pan?
i nitta discuss smth with you.
asap.