Saturday, November 15, 2008,11:15 AM
i'd like to have a chance to say yes too..i feel weird after reading her post.
the weird feeling's kinda..
like, a mixture of hate,regret,hurt,betrayal and so much more.
i feel like a tool to her.
a tool to help her ease her loneliness and wants.
but also, a tool which could be easily replaced..
when the other person who takes her for a tool
(fool) comes running to her.
it's like, looking back at the past year, she ditched my times after times.
and alot of people ard me obviously saw that.
and advised me to - .
but i didn't.
and now, i'm regretting it.
go for all she wants, for my soulmate ain't her.
it's
nurul and ser lin for life.
yes, the two who stood by me.
无微不至, as ms catheirne lam would put it.
ok, it sounds a lil' over, but wadeva.
i really feel weird.
she's once again stabbed the locket of all my trust her her.
no, she broke it.
and i doubt it can be fixed back like how i always
attempted to.
yes, with scotch tape, glue, everything.
but it's only the surface which appears to be okay, not the inner part.
of our seemingly-strong friendship.