"But there were so many fond memories, and I'm not sure if I captured all of them in my blog. Is it not a sorrowful thing, the loss of your dearest memories?"

well, wordsmith, he's always been and will always be.
i'm suffering from nostalgia yet again.
i'm reminded of the happy times in MFPS.
esp in 2007, pri 6.
aww, the sick jokes and how the gang corrupted me.
then we rewind and backtrack further to 2005.
when nicole and i were always playing funfair.
and forcing gordon to play with us.
and we'd spread all the matresses on the floor to play.
at ahma's.
now, i hardly go there now.
and if i do, it'd be for the sake of going there.
not ever more the willingness and the urge.
which brings me back to 2002, i think.
when i just touched-down at 2am.
and then woke up bright and early to ahma's hse after a few hrs.
nostalgia.
that'll never happen no more..
i just wanna rewrite my life, my everything.

to turn everything around again.
to get into a prestigious sch, living up to dad's hopes.
to not have been such an idiot in pri sch.
to love my sister more and not end up quarelling daily like we do.
to not sink into that shiat and causing so much complication.
to bring back everything i've lost because i took it all for granted.

i'm feeling so mixed up and weird now.
maybe i should eat my words i said to JC last night.
maybe i should cherish everything from now.
maybe... i shouldn't think so much.
ok, i'm emotional now.
not slashing-wrist-emo.
just, emotional...

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